l'arc/thoughts~

l'arc concert with fishy tomorrow :D
i hope i enjoy it tons.. i'm not really feeling the excitement yet (maybe because it still seems surreal @.@;;) but i think i'll be crazy over it tomorrow XD i get to see hyde again :heart:

feeling blue-ish lately .. mostly because of all the sickness and random unsettling 'shallow sleep' :( i hope this all goes away as I take my chinese medicine and i fall back onto the path of being healthy once i start the whole 調理身體 process!
for those i haven't had a chance to talk to, I've been sick for the past month or so, taking antibiotics twice, lots of random pain medication etc. because i had an infected insect bite (LONG STORY!), then migraines, then sore throat, then more migraines, then more sore throat, then a big cold =.= it got so bad that i couldn't get well from western medicine, so i ended up taking chinese medicine (as per the advice of about a million ppl who care about me ; ; thanks~~ so touched!)... the chinese medicine made the cold symptoms come out, and thus 'cured' it... after two days of coughing, sneezing, fevers and etc. (from two weeks of cold), i finally feel better today, aside from random coughing fits now and then :D i will go back to the chinese dr after i finish the medi (which i finish later today) and hopefully i will be able to get well soon~ that's why i haven't been actively updating my blog ~_~

listening to old songs on my ipod, here's one of my favorite songs from hyde's first solo cd "roentgen"..

cape of storms

So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea

So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside

You'll never notice
The colour of sin
Just as the storm clouds close in
It's dark

Here in the shadows
I am pursued
Until the ends of the earth
Embraced

The ghost ship wanders far
For there is no guiding star
And this treasure has no meaning anymore

So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea

So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside

You know completely
The taste of sin
Melting sweet in your mouth
Like chocolate

A moment of pleasure
You are fulfilled
But every dream has its time
To die

The ghost ship wanders far
For there is no guiding star
And this treasure has no meaning anymore

Will this be my fate?

So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the ranging sea

So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside

thanks hyde for creating such beautiful music and lyrics~

current mood: feeling empty inside =.=

ps: mr. 峯 has remarked that the text is too light and too small so basically my blog was scanned for pics only =.=... i've had ppl tell me that before, which means i should start taking more pics of myself again...and try my best to increase the font size @.@
i stopped taking pics of myself since february.. i also haven't picked up my dslr in a long while (i'm sorry Mr. Tuna ~_~), and have also left my guitar unattended in the corner as well (sorry ben 師傅T__T).. i've also neglected a lot of things that i realize i shouldn't.. i hope i can change that and pick myself up soon!

pps: pvp in wow is awesome.. i'm having a lot more fun than i did before, although i do miss my ara dear, aly, wildie, subbie and laffie (the evil twins), nodoz and etc. from our guild, and also miss the english speaking US servers, even though there was so much crazy drama back there :(

ppps: some msgs..

Mr. Tuna, good luck on your exams i really hope you get well soon :( worrying about your eye a lot...

Ara, lots of love as usual XD

Silly, can't wait to see you again dear~

my daily sms person (you know who you are :P) + fishy~~每日都提我食藥, 提我戒口...thanks ~~ 好感動喔 XD 我好番之後, 一定要陪我食雪糕! (but not from macdonald's =.=)