you know it's destiny and someone is special when you meet them randomly more than 10 years ago (i think it's 13 to be exact) through someone that you also met randomly... you then go on to realize that you're the same astrology sign, have the same way of thinking, similar interests etc.; just living in opposite ends of the world (and i mean that literally). then you lose contact for several years, and you drift apart...
however suddenly one day, a few years later, you meet someone who just happens to know that person and through that link, you find that special person again! and you realize after talking again, that after all these years.. NOTHING has changed..you also realize that you may not be the bestest of friends who talk every single day and who see each other often, but there is a bond between you two that cannot be broken simply by time apart.
the finale comes when out of the blue, she happens to read read something on your blog that touches her; because she thought the exact same thing, and went through the exact same struggle, singing the same song.
the conclusion? my special dear dear friend msged me out of the blue to tell me the above.. and in the few msgs we sent back and forth, we knew what had happened to us both without need for any long-winded explanations; we just knew. i haven't been as touched as this in awhile, and i felt like bursting out in tears, although i haven't been able to cry for awhile. to know that someone out there truly really just went thru what you went thru and came to the same eventual conclusion is very very touching; no matter what has happened, you know that what you've decided is correct and that there is no need to be scared; you are never truly alone.
all i can say is thank you for your touching blog entry, especially this:
"I can so openly admit that I love her (haha) and wish with all my heart that she leads a rewarding and an amazing life. If there exists a person out there who is my other half, she would be it. :)"
i love you too! no matter how long we were not in contact, i thought of you constantly and wished the best for you.. especially now that we both have finished struggling, and the skies are no longer cloudy, it'll just get better, i know that for sure.
you are always on my mind dear :) we will always be entwined and connected in some way.
take good care of yourself! although we've never met in person (which is the most shocking part), i hope we get to do that soon~
current mood:
truly touched~ps: mr. tuna, fishy, raven, silly, j9, ara, case bro etc etc. all of you are my special, darling dears and we are all entwined... just think of how we met and how we're still talking/"found each other" again! i am so thankful to have you guys here :)
pps: i will promise to
1. post pics of my bday gifts 2. post cny pics 3. post pics of my new haircut when i get another one this weekend :D
ppps: here is a pic from my bday dinner/drinks with the rhhs bunch :D love you guys~
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