melancholy~

random thought:

i really dislike fake people who use the excuse that talking on an instant messenge, such as msn, means they can get away with however they act in those msgs they type... i'm not meaning anyone that reads my blog off course, because i bet this person is waaaaaaaaaay too lazy to read through a bunch of english...
i guess i kind of turned down, disappointed and somehow let down his person many times in the past and it's coming back to me? although it was a good thing i did so.. however, we were friends, good close friends for the longest time even though i disappointed, so for someone like me, who feels that fighting is not necessary, who feels sorry exactly 3 minute after a heated argument, who feels that every friendship and relationship is worth fighting for no matter how rotten the last interaction was, it's not surprising to see that yeah, i do get sort of disappointed that friends can be sooo different on msn.. whether it's someone you haven't contacted with in awhile, or old friends who are busy with life.. it's just so sad that someone who u've known for a long time and who once treated you really well is sooo different just because you've moved on in life, and moved to a differnet place and haven't contacted each other for awhile..
okay i'm not making much sense, but i think a lot of people will know what i mean when i say i hate it when you type up a long msg to someone and get:

1. oic
2. i see..
3. oh/"dim ar" (i realllly dislike this reply)
4. haha
5. no response (in my opinion one of the worst things someone can do is just disappear without a single word, bye, brb whatever, unless their internet is crap)
6. some random response about 30 minutes later, when u've forgetten u even msged this person~

and apparently the person who i'm talking about has repeatedly done number 3, 5 and 6. and what's worse, he forgot which day my birthday was on -.-;

so yeah i'm annoyed. annoyed enough to rant about it haha.. maybe it's pms or i'm just feeling bitchy because i was told to research and compare freaking plasma tvs during my work hours by my boss... no matter i had about 15 reports to send out...

okay done!
small offtopic thing:
i love rain's voice a lot. yes yes i was against him for awhile becuase he was over popular and overdone here in hong kong like a lot of asian/hollywood stars tend to be.. but now that it has all faded a bit, i listened to his voice and like it.
내가 누웠던 침대(In My Bed) ~ i really love this song.. listening to it over and over.. it's funny though, i bet it's how one of my good friends is feeling right now.. this song fits him perfectly and i dedicate it to him becuase he's apparently 60% on the mend! thanks for all those fantastic lunches~ ganbatte ne...

current mood: sigh... melancholy mood~~