feeling blue =.=

feeling kind of blue lately ~_~ not exactly sure why but just some strong feeling of 'grey-ness' in general =.=.. nothing is really going right and i'm constantly bugged by this feeling that something's wrong and there's just something to be upset about ~_~ what is happening?!
one interesting thing is that a lot of ppl i know are feeling the same way i am lately.. or at least similar feelings.. ara's grey so i guess i'm glad i can 'pui' her and be blue x3 i'm so silly in a stupid way =.=;
maybe it's the fall/october-ish feeling that's making me like this.. i dont' remember what it was like last year which is good so I dont' need to compare either ~_~ i find that there's not much that makes me really excited anymore. shopping, eating etc are all the same ~_~ gah~ i need to get out of this mood!

1. work sucks ~_~ i realize it more and more each day
2. everything is so boring and repetitive
3. i want to be excited over something for once.. D:
4. ouran (anime) is over.. :( the one thing i really liked and enjoyed (anime-wise) lately~

current mood: sigh.. feeling lots of 'black air' around me...