thank you... really truly love you all!! ♡

just received a phone call from Mr. Postman... a birthday gift has arrived :D (but no one at home to pick it up D: hence the reason for the call)~ Along with the one I have to pick up tomorrow at central post office, this will mark my third gift... If the one that's at home right now is not mr.tuna's gift, then mr.tuna's will be the fourth gift xD so excited! not just because i'm receiving several presents but because i'm feeling the love, and how people took the time to mail things out to me; EARLY!

i really love you all :)

however, mama and papa coming back will be the biggest bday gift of all! i haven't celebrated my birthday with my family since a looooonggggg time ago~ i really need that warmth and incomparable love from them a lot.

thanks for reminding me that i have that, silly!

i went to see a chinese doctor on saturday, as my left wrist has been hurting for a long time and the bone specialist didnt find any problem :( however, once i sat down in the chair at the office, he asked me how long i've had the flu for (note, my expression was definitely: ), and listed out a bunch of symptoms i've been experiencing for several weeks now (maybe months even), just after tapping on my right wrist a few times~ apparently i have what's called "風熱" ('wind hot' in english), which was causing my night flushes/weird fevers, coughing, dizziness, stomach pain, sleeplessness, fatigue etc. Aside from a week's worth of scary soil-water (i refuse to use another word to describe it! haha) to drink, he said i should:

1. sleep earlier (i have T__T for the past week, i slept at 11:30! but just not quality sleep...)
2. dress warmly to avoid getting even more sick (i do T__T)
3. avoid eating red meats (duck, goose, lamb, beef), spicy food, fried food, stir-fried foods, most fruits, cold foods, and raw foods

you can imagine my expression when i was told that last point: (exact expression)
that's avoiding basically everything =____=;

however i really hope to get better and sleep better so i hope this all works out.. he said that after i clear up my flu/germs, he can treat my wrist which he said would take a longer time D:

pics of my 'lovely' drink D:
what a wonderful colour ~_~;;

current mood: unseen stress...sleepless nights D:

ara~ you're right, we need to skype :D i miss the WoW days when we first played and we'd use that program to chat ingame ... we were always the ones talking, do you remember?! hehe